Yes i think i will be, and will also be doen with most of that cleaning stuff.
I think that moth got nowhere left to hide and htat i have also got much more palce ot live in!!
I ma going to throw some more things.
So the place will be like i want it and when i will be done with the heavy stuff, I cna begin with the smaller stuff, like organising all paers and things and books and set then in system. Long since i did it and its not my type. I always keep things well organised and systemattised. But here it has been NOT THE CASE AT ALL since over 2 years, and that makes me mad!
But when there is too much to do its like oyu cant do a thing, thats meningless, cause there is so much more to do and who cant be done. It became too big and then huge and oyu just drop it all. I know i did. It started weell i rearranged all furnitures added soem and was stop by the neighbourg under .. after thrid time he stopped me, repeatidivly i just gave up it was too difficult ansd stresign to do a thing in those conditions. And then come the renovations of the building, who never ended. And you cant do stuff like that while their renovate due to the dust. it was too dirty, I spend hours and hours cleaning all the time so fill with powder it was. The kind they inject the wall pr blow on the walls to rince them ddeply, that super fine and thin sand. And it goes..EVERYWHERE!!
Also a
case . So I became nut from that. From the 2 things.
I get sick stressed, sand in the throat lungs and all, heart problems, cardiac problems, bloodpressure jumping the sky and folling down under.. And hten all fine, but i was waiting. I had stopped for too long to can rememebr what was the original plan, nd what was int hose boxes i had bought long ago, and for what, and where were the nails and tools and all those small boxes with different screws, to what? I couldnt remember.
When i look at things i can see i had a year of crazy daisy shopping spree that never ended, and i bought so many electronical stuff and litchjen stuff and furniture htat i could move to a 100 m2 appartement and will not feel the change.. well i will forn sure, but i mean i will have enough to fill it with!!
Basically i bought the stuff to my new home..
the one i do not have and am not moving to.. th eone in my head, my imaginary good home.. larger beautifuller better cooler and so much more what i like best.
Hé. We dream..
Baa, doesnt hurt that much, I didnt bought them at Harolds auction house so thats not the end of the world.
What i need is a sofa and a armchair, but i dont have the place for it. So it. And honnestly, I dont care, i like hte place to be a bit more spacious and clear and nice to be into.
Ask th ebugs, they lovd it too!!
Now i am buggs free, still one or 2 get out when i move things, or open a box.. like a box with a piazo plak to bake bread and pizza on it. You know that kind of stone that can handle very high temperature and be on th eoven.. well that one was new, never used, in its originaly emballage, and in plastic and all... fill with pups, cocoon and moth that couldnt get out.. of course.. Not exactly fill.. 2 moths and 4 pups.
But to give you an idea of where i have to look out to found them all.. Thats not a funny task. If they are in the food, thats obvious, htere is only one shelter i have to look at and throw the packs. But in the liging room! I have more books that the national library and more maps than the total of students at Oxford can produce in a year... so thats many cxorners . Add to that all those unopen boxes.. They also cocoooned on batteries.. packs of bateries also unopened, keys, office stuff, but not paper, plastic bags, every where where you wont look for them an where there is no ffod for them to eat. cause thats the orms who eat but the pups dont and the flying object can fly else where to eat something....
But orms cant fly, so I htink i have covered the entire area now. I will have to change the bag of the hoover and be very carefull while doing so, cause i caugth soem in flight while hoovering the place..
I am sure they didnt like that bermuda triangle effect
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Its good to know i made my place a better place to live into.
I found out that by going slow, i do much more and much more faster than ever before. I dont push myself but do enormously in 10th of the time. And i swat really lot!
hjot hot hot.
not outside, but under my skin.
Thats also good to see the results. I dont stop before i can see a very good and positive result that i cna be proud of, or when i just have reach a limit where i dont want to do a thing anymore, so i just takle a 5 minutes break, and attack one more time!!
i like that.
Gee! I talk like a water fall, thats a damn good sign!
but we cant force people to chat, nor can we change their timezone nor workplans.. or even less their working time. I dont think they can decide of that themselves. Thats life.
Hurra! 
when one id feeling 
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I thought you are talking about someone else so i was 
slight chok..